I woke up in the most foul mood imaginable. I have no idea why I am so pissy right now. Everything is getting on my nerves. It would be hilarious if I were not so annoyed about the fact that it might be hilarious. I anticipate that any comments to this post would infuriate me, but disabling comments would also infuriate me, and getting comments would also infuriate me, so I have not made up my mind what to do. It strikes me that I have not been genuinely angry in a long time, possibly months. There is a huge difference between being perpetually depressed and enraged, and I think I could dare to say that they are expressions of the same sentiment.

I could seriously cut a bitch right now. I am on the warpath. If I write something that offends you today, I am not liable.

Being in a state of anger is much like being drunk; you do things you would not otherwise do because a temporary block has been placed on one's ability to think rationally. It is a good thing I do not engage in either with great frequency.

In other news, the great saga of Property class continues. I like my Property professor greatly, and she seems to think the same of me, yesterday commenting on how she looked forward to seeing me in class today. And I seem to enjoy Property at odd moments. Yet concurrently, the duality of received impressions and true meaning belie our relationship. She seems to think I have an expansive, comprehensive knowledge based on my excellent ability to parse out useful information from the cases and read it out to her in a way that falsely suggests I understand matters without the comprehension of the recited information. Yet in fact my knowledge is so narrow that I barely understand a thing that is going on. Occasionally there are brief periods where I seem to understand the material better than anyone else in the class and ask those insightful questions that give cause for others to glare; but then there are those instances where I am well aware I haven't done half the reading and am verily bullshitting my way through another class period. It is unfortunate that the bullshit skill is not applicable in the exam setting.